"Just a Fool"

Elia and Osian are both walking in parks. They are not in the same park. Elia is in one country and Osian is in another. They are experiencing parallel walks and monologuing back and forth.

Elia: Three days. It's been three days. How could I possibly feel this for you? "Maybe tomorrow it won't be this hard." I keep thinking about him. Should I text first? "Who am I kidding?" I'm like fifteen all over again. It's one thing to have a crush, but this is something else.

Osian: "I know what I'm missing." Elia was something else. Hit me like a ton of bricks when we started talking. She's across the world but it feels like "I had my heart set on you" after 24 hours. 

Elia: "But nothin' else hurts" like this does. "Like you do" now that I'm not near you. "Who knew that love was cruel?" That falling so hard over so little time would hurt this intensely. Should I text you first?

Osian: I've been in so many relationships and none of them have worked. "And I…" I keep waiting for something to be different. It feels different. I've "waited and waited so long" to feel something. I put my hand on your shoulder and that electricity came back. I don't even know if you felt the same.

Elia: Do you even like me? I mean it's one thing to have met randomly and had the chance to spend a little time together, but was that? Was it just that I was something different? I had an accent? Did I make this up in my own head?

Osian: I don't think I could do it. Being in something, waiting "for someone who'll never come home." If Elia has feelings "it's my fault." I flirted too much. I could tell she liked talking to me. I kept promising her things. I don't know why I did that. I was never going to follow up on it. I don't know why I do that to people. "To think" I lied to her. I feel bad that "you'd be true" to your word every time and I wasn't doing the same. It was three days though.

Elia: (screams) I'm just a fool. I want "say that I don't care and walk away" like it's "whatever." But. I. Cannot. Three days and I go to sleep thinking about you and I wake up and my brain starts over. "And I tell myself" it's never going to work, but it doesn't help.

Osian: We worked so naturally together. Would it be a waste of time to find out if "we were bad together?" I've been googling. Trying to find her on the socials. I just want to see her face once more. We should have said a proper goodbye. There was no time.

Elia: So I have to figure this out. It's too intense and absolutely insane. I have so much to focus on. Not some guy I knew for three days five thousand miles away. I can tell myself whatever "but that's just me tryna move on without you." Should I text to you at all?

Osian and Elia: I've never felt anything like this. I should text. "But who am I kidding?" This isn't going to work.

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